5:32 p.m. - 2009-03-24
legless frogs can't jump but they aren't deaf
i'm broken but not in the way i thought, things are more complicated than they were... when i blamed the goddess, the ghost, when i blamed myself or someoneelse. now, i'm lost, my fingers dig like rakes, i want to know if there is still fertility in the soil, i want to know if i can look into your eyes, and i want to know if what you see will scare you. it scares me but my eyes got ussed to the dark, it sucks in, it sucks out, there is no end to the endlessness, i know this. but i lie down, kevin fucks me so hard and his eyes are so determined, he eats my pussy and i suck him off and the window bears witness and i feel so many things. i suck trey's cock and it feels good, but it's over too fast but we talk and i scare myself. it's good, the naturalness is good. but i never want to scare you like i scare myself. i untangle the ribbons from my hair, the ones that were put there, by the wind, when i was your queen. queen, queen. when i was your queen, baby. my body collapses, skeletal and muscle, my body belates, waits, tastes, the regret and so much. i wake up. i choke and cough and start to scream, the air is so harsh and so unlike the water, i scream and they know i'm not dead and my little legs are alive, they are alive. when you find me, revive me, don't make love to my corpse. when you find me baby please revive me, don't make it worse.