5:39 p.m. - 2009-06-13
it feels good
it hurts but it feels good. the pleasure is tangible, it feels like masturbation when you can really really come, or ecstasy and the way every movement is a shiver of pleasure, i feel it. it's still there. and it's lovely, it is what it is. the pain that surrounds and defines its edges is okay, i know i can handle it (right?) i mean, by now.