12:37 p.m. - 2009-07-07
reasons for living
my guitar and the songs i play with her. the feeling of my voice mixing with the music. a puddle of sunlight coming in thrugh the window. letters and zines from grrrls all over the world. stories. Ishtar, all her prophets and priestesses, including lil kim, courtney love and belladonna. good music. good porn. good sex. possibilities (you miss every shot you don't take, right?). discoveries (hidden treasures left from those before me). ghosts. my sister, my mom, my cat geronimo. all the cats in bradford, and all the cats in the world. nighttime. finding like minded people. hope? love? trees. graffiti. hole hearts all over this city (it's my mission). spreading the word about grrrlVIRUS. the things i don't know i'm going to do yet. the people i don't know i'm going to love yet. long walks. talking to myself in public. the don valley. lakes. it has been too long since i have swam in a lake. second chances. revelations. prayer.