12:24 a.m. - 2009-07-07
suicide
do you feel it? the emptiness? it's not exactly cold but it's freezing. it's open, empty and nothing. and it hurts so much. i don't want to die but i think about killing myself every day. i can't stop. or maybe admitting it will make me stop. i think about killing myself every day but i don't want to die. it's just that it hurts so much sometimes. i try to find the reason why, but i don't know. i think about killing myself every day. it feels good to admit it.