9:10 p.m. - 2009-07-10
unneccessary glitter
i cant look men in the eye anymore because i know it will end with their dick in my pussy. i glitter, my desire overeflows my eyes, overflows my smile. they look at this girl and they see a lust in her, greater than even their own. it's hard, because sometimes there's other things i'm trying to do, sometimes i'm not trying to start the seduction but it starts anyway. despite of me, i glitter. they see me, i'm shiny like metal in the sun, and them like ravens cant resist me. they want to keep me, i say nothing, i want to say: honey the sex wasnt that good. i dont answer the phone, it doesnt mean i dont think you're a nice person, its just that i want the sex to be really good and i want it to be really easy. there are a million of you, who want to fuck me, so you have to understand that i cant give you all the time of day. just be thankful you got it, dont try to hoard it. and when i let you go, then go.