1:08 p.m. - 2009-08-25
no more
it feels so good not to love you anymore. this time last year i hadn't met you yet. then the fall came, then the sun was warm and the air was cool and you held my hand and i loved you. it feels so good to not desire you at all. i feel little relief that you are crippled by my absence, i feel little relief regardless. but i did love you. osaigbovo, if only you knew how to be the man you want to be. if only you really wanted to be that man. you are too selfish, too selfinvolved, too dependent on instant gratification (too much like me). you were abusive, but you loved me too. and i did love you.