8:23 p.m. - 2009-09-18
its that simple
i hate the taste of food and i hate the thought of you, i have nothing left but everything, the only thing is nothing, that's the one thing i don't have, my eyes are closed, my words are bold, i act a lot, but i've got no one to hold, i'm alone, i have no friends, they were boring, i got sick of them, i got rid of them, i'm selfish, i'm selfless, i'm ghostless and ghostful, i'm regretting nothing but i don't feel a thing, i don't miss anyone, i don't know who i am except for that this is who i am, i am the abscence, i am that moment, and then nothing, there is nothing

it's all just what we choose to believe, it's the meaning that we make.