11:24 p.m. - 2009-09-29
head over heels already
i'm a true romantic. (do you believe in love at first sight?) i think it's good to feel, to desire, to dream, to want. i think it's good, even though it's weird, even though it makes me anxious, even though i keep listening to his song and i sit on the bus with this dumb smile on my face, recycling the very few memories we have together. already. but i haven't been like this in so long. this had nothing to do with booze or the internet. he's special, i really think he's special and i really like him. i woke up this morning to a text message from him: 'i miss my girl' and i am, i'm already his. i can tell. my whole soul is responding to this. and of course it could end in disappointment, but i'm not going to let that stop me from feeling this.